Sleepwalking.

I lost my focus tonight.

I fell asleep watching television, and when I woke up, all I could smell was popcorn. Before I was really conscious of what I was doing, I was pulling a mini-bag of my light popcorn out of the nuker and sprinkling seasoning on it.

I had flexpoints to cover it. That's not what concerns me. It's the fact that I really wasn't taking into account what I was doing until it was done.

It's getting harder, folks. A few weeks ago, I said that I thought I might treat myself to A&W, and I think Saturday might be the day. I'm getting really tired of chopping up vegetables, and I'm starting to feel deprived. If I do it on Saturday, then I'll have a whole week before weigh-in again. If I don't do it, I might further lose my resolve.

In the meantime, I think I'm going to leave popcorn off my weekly grocery list this week. It's starting to become a "red light" food. I don't want it to become a mindless habit, whether I have the flexpoints or not.